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catastrophic-cupcakes:

secondhandact:

necrohornocon:

Dave I had no idea I’m so sorry

You never thought anyone would notice. Hell, you never thought it mattered.

It started small (doesn’t everything?), with an idle nick on the underside of your calf. Not the wrists, because that was too easy; that meant you were seeking attention, the internet said, and you weren’t, damnit. Attention was never your goal. This wasn’t some weird cry-for-help.

You just wanted the hole in your gut to feel a little less empty.

It grew from there, though. You found out why people preferred their arms: it hurt more. After a few weeks, you just started wearing long sleeves. Nobody ever questioned it. It was the beginning of fall. Why would anybody question it?

Hell, for them to question it, they’d have to notice you were there first.

Some days, you wished you weren’t. Some days, it didn’t seem worth it. You got up, you went to school, you fought your way through class, you ate lunch alone, you struggled with your homework, you came home. You locked the door behind you when you woke up, you unlocked it when you got off the bus.

On those days, the blade dug a little deeper.

You saw your Bro less and less, because he never checked your room, and you rarely left it. There were raps to write, and stories to get lost in. There were movies to watch. There was not a single fucking reason for you to interact with the outside world.

Every day was the same. You’d fit your key into the lock, the door would click open, and you’d call into an empty house. “Bro, you home?”

He never was. Work, he said.

Always work. Always something.

Until the day it wasn’t anymore.

Until one day you came home, and you barely got the word ‘home’ out of your lips before your brother was crushing your form against his chest, hugging you so tight you couldn’t breathe, whispering choked apologies into your ear, ragged promises that he’d be there for you, that he was always there for you, that he was so goddamn fucking sorry he’d ever let you feel like you were fighting against the world alone.

You think about denying it, about laughing it off.

He yanks up your sleeve, fingers playing over old scars, fresh wounds.

You break.

He’s there as you sink to the floor, his arms strong around you. He asks you what you need, his voice full of anxious concern, and you tell him this, just this, because all you’ve ever needed is someone to be there when you’re weak, to hold you when you can’t stand, to be your backup when the world is too much.

He asks you why you didn’t say anything, and you shrug helplessly. What was there to say?

“Anything,” he says. “Anything at all.”

You shake your head. “This,” you say, gesturing at your scars, “Was never a cry for help.”

“Yes it was,” he answers. “You just didn’t realize it.”

 

I tear up everytime

(Source: necrohomocon)

bannerisms:

#also I like how Renner and Hemsworth are both awkward and intimidated #but tom is just like ‘wow that’s marvelous what a wonderful human I just love everyone let’s all go on a picnic’

(Source: vitalyorlovs)

thisusedtobeabookblog:

mishawinsexster:

this is

if they close the gates of hell, forever

what are sam and dean going to do

they have literally no hobbies besides killing things

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“The salt isn’t even slowing it down!” shouts Dean as a wild deer stampedes toward him.

"You can’t ship that. It doesn’t even make sense!"

senuiq:

This is the internet, dear. We ship a Blue Box with an 900+ year old alien.

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And it’s canon.

(Source: sensorycortex)

dalektea:

#I think the best bit about this #is the way John sort of stares for a second into space #as if he’s repeating that over in his head to make sure sherlock really said that #and then is just like #i mean really sherlock you’re so smart but you’re so dumb jesus #and lestrade looks like he’s biting down on something idk

eh-rih-kah:

ryanhatesthis:

Well, that’s enough internet for me today.

Best thing I’ve seen all day.

evilsoutherngentleman:

starinhercorner:

“Now go. Unleash Hell.”

BEST ADVICE

This is brutally important.

(Source: jesec)

egg-rolls:

falling-in-love-with-fandoms:

egg-rolls:

I TRIED TO DOWNLOAD THE ALADIN SOUNDTRACK ONLINE BUT IT WAS?????

IVE BEEN LAUGHING AT THIS FOR A MILLION YEARS

I UPLOADED THIS SIX MINUTES AGO

hetahetanyan:

pic: deviantArt

gif: why-so-norgay

Love You Like A Love Song (-32.000)
Vaspim

pizzaforpresident:

vaspim:

Selena Gomez - Love You Like A Love Song (-32.00)

I AM SO UNCOMFORTABLE

(Source: dogforce)

dekakelklakel
Taylor Swift ft. Austria

alexisashnew:

needmyhonor:

AND IM LYING ON THE COLD HARD GROUND.

AHHH 

markwrightvstheworld:

badwolfandthetardis:

 

I Am The Doctor (Nintendo-style)

THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I’VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE

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Reblogging again.

I just love this so much.

I’m just going to bring this back because it’s freaking awesome.

(Source: agentooq / stevexr1p)

Nightblogging - A song about tumblr (Breakeven parody)

servantofdifferentmasters:

itsanearhatloki:

frosted-dragons:

meenuhpeixes:

This is a song that’s not really about nightblogging. This is my first time uploading my own audio, so this might end up being a terrible idea, who knows ;;;

Its 2 am but im barely sleepin

Just addin to a blog that no one believes in

Is this my fate? I’m always sobbing

Because I’m up late, yeah I’m still nightblogging

No all my ships, they don’t have a chance

My OTP won’t come close to romance

It’s not my fault, all the writers are plotting

All the characters die and I’m still nightblogging

What am I supposed to do when my only relief is Doctor Who, and

What can I do but cry, when the Winchesters, they always die now

I’m falling to pieces; I’m falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

Who the fuck made that up where is our third season?

My life’s going downhill and there’s no sign of stopping

Schoolwork on the floor and I’m still nightblogging

What am I gonna do

When Hussie makes me so confused

What am I supposed to say

When John Green made me cry with two ‘okays’

I’m falling to pieces, yeah, I’m falling to pieces

Oh, The Avengers, and Korra and Sherlock and Glee

Everyone here watches too much TV

Now I’m tryina make sense why I can’t ever leave

Because Tumblr’s a place that we can escape to

It’s 2 AM but I’m barely sleepin’

Just addin’ to a blog that no one believes in

What am I supposed do when my only relief is Doctor Who 

What can I do but cry, when the Winchesters, they ALWAYS DIE, now

I’m falling to pieces, I’m falling to pieces

I’m falling to (It’s 2 AM and I’m having a breakdown)

I’m falling to (I don’t know what my life has become now)

Oh, I’ll still be bloggin’ yeah

I’m still nightblogging, yeah

Oh, I’ll still be bloggin’, yeah

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL, EVERYONE LISTEN

ANGELIC VOICES I CAN’T

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This is going to get a lot of notes. I can feel it.

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.

But.

Only relief is Doctor Who?

Okay, so sometimes Doctor Who is adorable and funny.

But most of the time it is not relief. It is just more pain.

(Source: plaidstiels)

Super Bass (Google Translate Cover)
Nicki Minaj

youwerethinkingitsannoying:

samanddeantimetravelto221b:

mylilsunshine:

breakingtrophies:

oliveswind:

sanctimony:

pandasexual:

pandasexual:

beepony:

carcino:

Super Bass - Google Translator

L M FA O THE FUCKING CHORUS IS WHAT KILLED ME

im dyin

DVDSSDB.  

I still love you.

never not reblogging holy fuCK

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boom ba doom boom boom ba doom boom bass.

I totally forgot about this tumblr phase, this should be a thing again my god

I. AM. IN. TEARS. WHAT. IS. AIR!

THE FUCKING CHORUS THOUGH I DIED SKJHFSDGSDJ

(Source: popshit)

dftbrhi:

katastrophe-husband:

alex-allover:

ashleybash:

basedpussyandbuffalowings:

basedpussyandbuffalowings:

kwills88:

Gollum Covers Taylor Swift

I am completely losing my shit over this.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

relevant. 

I. Am. Dying!

The fucking ending! PAHAHAHA

Omg no I can’t

what